End of the week..
-hmms-
nah..shld be start of a new week bah..
starting afresh..
everything and anything bad shld be forgotton
after learning the lesson..
no pt dwelling on it..
no pt making myself upset..
got too much things to do to be upset
wad hab happened cannot be undone...
it's okie to fall, as long as we stand up agn...
anyway, after a fall, it makes me more determined to remain standing..
-hmms-
wonder y i let it bother me fer so long..
when will i hab her courage..
she's my idol!!!
very independent..decisive..can influence people..risk taker..
den very wen zhong oso..
arg..everything i wan to be can be found on her..
not fair!!!
but den mabbe opposite attract bah..lols...
i sound like a les..haha
aiya, she's my sis lahs..
muahaha..

aiyoyo, me shldnt be so easily defeated le lahs..
so yar, not gonna let anything bother me..
not gonna to fall down so easily agn..
i cant...i wun..
im gonna be the strong gerl..
-lols-
wishful thinking...

so yar,guess im okie now..
thanks wanqi fer ur concern..
i jus love u to bits!!
yepps, will tell u my problems when i really nid help bah..
thanks thanks!!=)

Thanks crab too..fer ur concern..=)

Mastery mastery mastery!!!
It's jus the starting of the year and we are taking so many tests
e maths, a maths, chem, physics and bio..

it's jus the first week of sch and im exhausted..
wonder how will i survive thru dis yr..
survive thru my o levels..
cant imagine that period of months tt i hab to study like hell..

last week was okie..
at least it's slacking..
but dis week wun be wif cca open hse and tests
gonna mug..gonna mug..

tues went to learning journey..
know abt newater and stuff..
wed was jus collection of newspaper in the neighbourhood..
thurs was better..
esp the trip to mercy relief centre
helped to sort out the clothes..
was tiring
but at least it felt good to noe tt we are helping the tsunami victims..
at least it helped me not forget my problem
tt had been haunting me the whole day
but tt was only temporaily..
the problem still exist..
it wun go off on its own..
i guess i am really so coward..
i cant face reality..
i cant face my problems..
i always chose not to do anything abt it..
but something jus hab to be done..
i jus dread tues!!!

I tried to tok to them..
but dey jus cant be bothered..
dey dun understand how i feel..
dey probably jus think im worrying abt smth so not important to them..
wad was i thinking..
how stupid of me to think dey would even help me..
how stupid of me to think dey would at least understand how i feel..
how stupid of me to depend on them..
how stupid of me to think tt dey will be by my sides all the time..
after going thru all dese, im still alone..

afterall, dis is my life..
i've met a problem..
dis is my problem..
y in the first place i think dey will help me..
dey doesnt nid to help me..
dey will not gain anything good in return..

The world doesnt stop moving jus because of me..
The sun will still rise..
The wind will still blow..

First day of skool..
nutting much happened..
jus sat in the hall n listened to toks..
was quite shocked to hear tt got one andersonian died in the tsunami.
den it hit to me tt someone so close to me
or at least study in the same sch as me can oso be affected by the tsunami..
jus hope tt her family can find back the strength and will to live..
life still hab to go on..
no matter wad happened..
no matter wad god has taken away frm our lives..
even things or ppl dat are so dearest to out heart.
but i believed dat memories are smth tt even god cannot take away frm us..
her spirit will always live in the hearts of many..

god bless fer dose whose's life hab been impacted
in one way or another due to the tsunami..

had career workshop after tt..
was okie..toked abt the usual thing..
but my place was so cold..
thanks qi fer ur jacket!!!

collected my i/c..
it was hideous..
totally ugly..
shant take it out anymore
unless nid it..
cant even stand looking at it fer more den a few sec..
-lols-
so ya, ppl...dun ask me show u..
cos i kept it at home...-lols-

pasar malam's over..
my eye candy..erm, eye candies are gone..
gone, gone, gone!
-lols-

P.S. ThANks yu kai fer ur keychain!!
I love it!!cos it's pink!!Thanks thanks!!